scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


20050106
work.it is the work.i hurt myself at work i feel so drained at work i don't see nobody cuzof work.i feel zombifed.studying is just as bad.sheesh.and the worst thing is.i hafta work tml fer half a day.when my bf's gna go into the army and be a greenie on sat.poor kid.bald.but cool.another mirror fer me.must remind him to bring veet into the army.haix o well.i wanna serve in the church.i pray that God will help me and guide me towards where i can best contribute what i have to the fullest and the bestest.i still feel lost at which area i sould serve in.i really do wanna serve.o tml is half day!haha *whee*.just shows that im indispensible.haha.i dread sat.urgh.anyway.gna check out recipes now so yea.there you go.the latest words from me.

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