scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
171186
leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


20041203
//nite of glitx.glammor.clubs.and pure fun.//


hahax just had ma grad nite two days ago...haha was quite erm...stale...would i call it.hahax.but i had a great nite still...as i went clubbin!fer the first time!ok pardon this kid but yea man i was a club-virgin...until that nite...i drank and let loose and danced all mornin...til 3 and after that i had a great time with ma baby...yupp overall it was great and yeah.haha!baby thanks fer luggin the blue tote fer me...can't thank u enough.ya saved me from 2 lines on my shoulder as there would have been 2 lines since i wore a tubee.yupp...haha!whee!


//days of revival camp.road to ressurection.//


haha skippd almost a day of this wonderful camp fer grad nite but still it was fun!amazing race...monster mania...the unbeatable monster who taped his pendant of life with masking tape at the back while we had ours vulnerable only one layer of paper thick...this camp is what i would call a blend of fun and enrichingly life-changing.i love god.jusus christ.just do.but after the camp and watching passion i realized exactly how he felt and what he went thru.all for grace and love for us.he did not hafta do it he did not hafta die for us but he did.he stood strong to his beliefs and love for us.the amount of hurt and pain and humiliation he went thru,e crucification the whipping,and his subsequent humility as well as his constant prayers to forgive the men who hurt him time and time again.he did not give up.nor sway from his love.he loved his enemies.he prayed for them.i felt the greatest love of all.that very last day of the camp.for i realized how much he went thru.for me.to clear me of my sins.

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worthy is the lamb.
seated on the throne.
crown you now with many crowns.
u reign victorious.

high and lifted up.
jesus son of god.
the darling of heaven crucified.
worthy is the lamb.

worthy is the lamb.
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guys whichever God u believe in,i don't want to say nothin about it but i just want u to feel how i feel.wow.revival camp.success.


i am ressurected.

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