scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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today i had career's day...*whee*...inspired to read the papers...havent touched one in months...MONTHS...harhar...but yup...gna try and see the day my nae ends up on papers...or mags...gonna be a journalist....or try to be one...but business sounds good too...my dad wants me to do that...wanna be like raja manikam...haha...(go read his and my blog)...i look up to him...from nothing and a french fry to pubs and...macs!!haahaa...not goin to sch tomorrow....and fri's walk and jog...i left my shirt in class!!!urgh...some crappy walk and jog shirt....hope it really is stuffed under my table somewhere...today i went swimmin!!!with ching!!!we waded...and waded....and soaked....and waded....and saw this china lady with big sunflower swimsuit...wear til so tight...unsightly bulges everywhere...but atleast she's ok lookin...yup...as compared to other china people...(not trying to be mean)...haha we went to eat the famous tiong bahru pao...so nice...*yum yum*...and guess what GUESS WHAT!!!my lao gong's cd is out!!!!2 days ago!!!!gonna go check it out...he is so talented...despit his not so good looks....harhar...fri goin beach!!!!tan!!!!*whee*...ok....hmm...gonna cont my online session now...

all dolled up on 06:28

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