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woke up late today and this is not exactly a very pretty start to the day.met jer though.he always put a smile onto my face.he always make me feel stupid.that cheers me up i guess.not that being deemed dumb is something good but it's just some light hearted shit that lightens the moods of both parties i guess.anyhows,the day got worse with my fuckin stalker starin at me durin break.and he bloody sent me an sms which i sent him a long time ago.how crappy can someone get?nvr send a person back his or her own msg.it's dumb and ya.dumb.but ya he did and he just kept msgg me after that,asking if i wanna go town with him on thurs.sheesh i have better things to do.good lord.o and guess what.the shortie smiled at me today.whoa.wish he didnt.though.he should just stick to his woman and not move.good lord anyone wanna guess what he told me.o man.don't even bother.some guys really are bastards in their own way.just as girls are bitches.flaws i guess.night study was rather productive besides the glitches that took place.i dont even wanna talk about it.u know,i just run out of energy these days.and i don't know why.i'm supposed to be energetic,man i'm the last person to not go for ball game.but it seems my body is tellin me it's disintegrating.i slept in the bus just now.thank goodness i woke up before the malay bus driver who always smiles at me for no reason in a sneaky way taps me up.walkin home was the nicest part of the day.X-Japan blastin in my ear and almost gettin knocked down was the most exciting thing that happened today.i could think.during that few minutes where i was finally alone.in solace.i thought about many things.relationships,friendships.sometimes i wonder if guys take girls seriously.i sure hope they do.because they will only regret if they don't.and that would be the saddest thing that can ever happen.i hope u r ok sarah.pills aint gonna wk.i've been there done that.if i hadnt got spare white blood cells i wouldve been of this earth by now.my scars are gone.u might not be so lucky.i love u.trust me on this alright.i hope that u r gonna be ok.my prayer's for you tonight.and for the people who hurt me.in the past,in the present.may they be blessed.i still want them happy.
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