doll.

20040527

today has been a rather productive day though not productive enough.finished 7 lectures of ONE geog core topics out of...let's see...6 core topics?still have 4 more lectures to go...to finish the entire core topic.then on to the next 6.my speakers are screwd...i want it to work la bloody...i added music to my blog and i can't even check if it works...and i'm "so good" with my html.hah.had to leave school early as productivity was decreasing...and min hadta go home...so might as well...she's a gd study partner...really study and no fooling around when we decide to concentrate...but we had our fun la...joking and yakking...can't help it...today would've been a really great day,(mr t u would be so happy to hear this i'm sure)if i didn't meet her on the bus.my bus.i was on my bus...on the way back...when i met my good friend.shan't mention her name.i made a wrong move replying her msgs when i studied,because i let her know what time i was going back.so she was there,on the bus,and we talked.she was really serious,and she said she missed me.as she is not in my school.we hugged,and that was wrong move number 2,because the critical detail was that she likes me.she ain't straight,and that made things worse.i've been trying to avoid her for months,but in futility.she hugged me longer than anyone would,and her hands just started roaming.it just sickened me and i got off the next bus stop,one stop before my stop.which means i had to walk.was a good walk though,wished it rained then.it's been long since i took a walk in the rain.but ya.i told my friend about it and it seemed as though it was no biggie.but truthfully,i'm traumatised.i'm gonna remember this for as long as i live and i hope you'd see it.you know who i'm refering to.i will never defer from the straight route of sexuality.i will never return the love u feel for me.not because i don't want to,but because i can't.do not bother doing anything for me anymore.you will only hurt yourself.thank you for doing yourself this favor.u will only be one of the greatest friends that i'll ever have,not ever a lover.it's a fact that can't be changed.justin,thank you for listening anyway.the first person i thought of telling was you,because i knew you'd make it seem like nothing and sooner or later i will think that way too,though it seems as though you don't deem it big.anyways,gonna reward myself online after finishing the remaining 4 lectures.like what mr t said,study to solve your problems.i agree.when you just keep studying,you will not think about anything else that bugs you.even if it concerned the most impt person in the world.it is the world's best drug.from today,i will indulge in it.i need thrill though.anyone out there who have some form of thrill to recommend me,do tell me.i'm waiting...yep...other than that shit...today can be classified as,what one would call,a beautiful day.

all dolled up on 02:20

doll.
scawls on my skin.
20040527 today has been a rather productive day though not productive enough.finished 7 lectures of ONE geog core topics out of...let's see...6 core topics?still have 4 more lectures to go...to finish the entire core topic.then on to the next 6.my speakers are screwd...i want it to work la bloody...i added music to my blog and i can't even check if it works...and i'm "so good" with my html.hah.had to leave school early as productivity was decreasing...and min hadta go home...so might as well...she's a gd study partner...really study and no fooling around when we decide to concentrate...but we had our fun la...joking and yakking...can't help it...today would've been a really great day,(mr t u would be so happy to hear this i'm sure)if i didn't meet her on the bus.my bus.i was on my bus...on the way back...when i met my good friend.shan't mention her name.i made a wrong move replying her msgs when i studied,because i let her know what time i was going back.so she was there,on the bus,and we talked.she was really serious,and she said she missed me.as she is not in my school.we hugged,and that was wrong move number 2,because the critical detail was that she likes me.she ain't straight,and that made things worse.i've been trying to avoid her for months,but in futility.she hugged me longer than anyone would,and her hands just started roaming.it just sickened me and i got off the next bus stop,one stop before my stop.which means i had to walk.was a good walk though,wished it rained then.it's been long since i took a walk in the rain.but ya.i told my friend about it and it seemed as though it was no biggie.but truthfully,i'm traumatised.i'm gonna remember this for as long as i live and i hope you'd see it.you know who i'm refering to.i will never defer from the straight route of sexuality.i will never return the love u feel for me.not because i don't want to,but because i can't.do not bother doing anything for me anymore.you will only hurt yourself.thank you for doing yourself this favor.u will only be one of the greatest friends that i'll ever have,not ever a lover.it's a fact that can't be changed.justin,thank you for listening anyway.the first person i thought of telling was you,because i knew you'd make it seem like nothing and sooner or later i will think that way too,though it seems as though you don't deem it big.anyways,gonna reward myself online after finishing the remaining 4 lectures.like what mr t said,study to solve your problems.i agree.when you just keep studying,you will not think about anything else that bugs you.even if it concerned the most impt person in the world.it is the world's best drug.from today,i will indulge in it.i need thrill though.anyone out there who have some form of thrill to recommend me,do tell me.i'm waiting...yep...other than that shit...today can be classified as,what one would call,a beautiful day. all dolled up on 02:20
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