scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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hahaha had my gp mid years today...was quite fun...wrote an essay on music...and how it can change the world...haha and the passages were on death...euthanasia...on whether it was better to allow the normal course of death when dying,or to perform mercy death,that is to just kill the person who's gonna die and end his or her suffering.quite amusing la better than if it were on some science and technology...then coffee would not have helped at all...ya...but o well...at least i had fun doing the paper...haha then i went to watch troy with stanley dear and kenneth and sian lye and min..it was nice!!!hehe...been awile since i had time to watch a movie with my friends...the movie had 2 main actors..brad pitt as achilles and orlando bloom as paris...orlando was basically a weenie like character...however he shot achilles with an arrow in the end...hurhur...wow...hurhur...but brad pitt was great...he was amazing la his sword fighting skills...and his sprear throwing skills...his spear split a tree trunk...i was so sad when he was killed...his love for this plump girl briseis was so sweet....they started out having sex....as usual...(she really should lose some flab)then he said she gave him the peace which he wanted...since he's always on the battle field at war...he pretended he was ok...when he was about to die and persaeus was taken away to safety as troy was in destruction...and when she left...he collapsed...slow mo...i cried la...i think although he's the bad guy he moved me...he did not choose to be in the position he's in...fighting and killing...he was born like that...all predestined...he is not really the bad guy after all...he just happened to be fighting at the wrong side...the after feeling of the movie is still there....haix...o wells...haha was nice la the movie...anyways...i'm feeling rather happy today...share this bliss with me....for it's gonna be one of the rare times you get a chance to.

all dolled up on 05:37

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