scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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haha yesterday...whoops...i forgot what happened...hmm...o i was with my gfs and bfs...haha had soooo much fun!talking rubbish....and rubbish....and rubbish....hahawent out with my mum to look for shoes before that...her's are disintegrating...wo ho...it's a wonder it lasted that long anyway...it is beautiful...haha it was mine...and it became hers....haha anyway even before that i went to play ball!!!i was playing ball wit my als from the area....and a couple of outside friends....made new friends....played hardcore ball....whoa perspire til like nobody's business...but ya it was cool...been a while since i worked out...been so tired these days...yo i'm gonna revert back to my fit sporty self...aint gonna sink in my fats no more!haha...went to meet my friend that evening...and again...another one bites the dust...was complaining to justin and haha whopped him for not predicting what would happen and stopped me from meeting that friend...but haha not your fault la justin...still glad that u were there for me...one of the most sincere guys in his own way...yep...anyway on to today...woke up real early...cuz universal peace clinic accidentally caled me....sheesh...woke me up from my beauty sleep...sleep can make one taller u know...haiz...but ya went to church after that and i truly believe in christ now...i just had this feeling run thru me...i had headache that morning...and i prayed that i would be alright cuz i wanted to go church and i didnt wanna ruin my whole day lying in bed...and after i prayed i rested for a few minutes and i felt better...really...i believe there's someone up there to help me...yea...so i went to church and it was nice and fun...haha and listen to this.i went home after that!!!wanted to study.really.really.but i just plopped onto my bed and slept like a corpse for 5 hours.til just now...yea...whoa...its been quite a slacer period these 2 days for me...but my mood is building up...i am never gonna get myself into stalker shit again...i must watch closely...muahaha...i will strive to be in control...haha ok...gna cheong online now...gotta wake up at 9 tml...ltc briefing...hope the group i'm taking is fun!!!hahaha cuz i am!!hahahahahahahaha.....=p

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