scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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i feel like i lived and died on the same day.firstly,this is the 3rd time i'm typing this post cuz my com is majorly screwed.secondly,for the world i will never not trust my instincts.some pple u cannot trust.u just feel it.even though how much reality lures u to trust them.your instinct is the best gift god has betrothed upon u.trust it.these pple are immoral.they take pple for granted.they do not know the meaning of treasure.they do only what's best for themselves and they do whatever benefits them.to the fuck with them.
giamy made us stay back til 6 today.to study,slog and catch up on our 10 yr old hmwk.wow.it's time.effectiveness?....yet to conclude.still in the jetlag state.but o wells.everyday til 6 is more than hell.endurance.is definitely gna b something we bring with us at the end of the whole...shit.
anyways.back aches.head aches.heart aches.
endin with....did i mention pple in the beginning?i specifically meant someone.woho...u sure know who u r.your conscience will spell it all.if this doesnt affect me i definitely won't give a fuck.but when it starts eating into my concentration and mood,i'd give more than a fuck.u know it.uwould too.anyway,watch it.let me teach u the true meaning of morality darlin.

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