scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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hmmm...long time since i punched on the keyboard...many things have since passed and happened in my life...firstly my common tests have passed..trip Ds...wtf..haha...and i've been on this waterfall trip thingy...met alot of wonderful new pple...pple i've nvr noticed in sch...and i'm glad i know them....it was quite fun lar...challenging...relly now i'm back i don't know what to type...haha..well one thing is that i've started to finally pay attention in lects..and not sms so much...and so far for the past 3 days i have not since slept a wink...and since the past 3 days i ran like,8 round every morning...tryg to get my tummy flat...despite remarks about it bein cute.so far it's been 4 of those...haha and....o my hair has finally grown longer...and i realized that o'm a wild kid.o god is that bad or what.only u know what i've done...downright naughty...but was an experience.haha o wells...i was never the quiet demure nerdo anyway...pple who know me knw it's hard to get bored around me..wahaha...it's true....admit it.haha i'm so gna strive to ace my napha...next goal.so that i can pierce my belly w/o having to worry i hurt it for the first few weeks...can't wait...my friend wants ta pierce her tongue...maybe i should do that...but wonder if it's gonna act as an obstacle...hmmm...anyway...my fingers are tired...as usual...i'm at peace now now that i'm finally back online...again...this is not the first time my com let me down...i'll end...with my 3 resolutions.trip 'A's for the a levels.if not at least a ABB...haha lose the flabbbbbb...and...never take things and pple seriously.unless u trust them.wow.this is bliss.

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