scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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a sudden shot of inspiration.for someone?i don't know.


unsatisfied.

pink pins and saws decorate my heart.
the royal green sweetness dripped out.
like a withered fountain,
rusted with age,
taking it's last breath.

the stage of fullness to the brim.
yet not.
my bloodshot eyes still struggling above the abyss.
wring my hair.
yank it out.no.
pull it out.
strand by strand.

my drowned brains.
filled with worms.
incestation.
foul.

i m not satisfied.
i have not experienced your soul.
will it bestow me wings?
so i can finally fly?
or will it like a claw,
dig into my lungs
and rob me of my last breath.



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