20040109

nothing is the way they seem anymore...people are sneaky...fictatious...unreal.god,at this moment i need strength.i need the strength to overcome things that face me with claws.i'm gonna b one of the organisers for the upcoming waterfall trip..i've never been so involved in stuf...not in my 15 yrs of life...i'm a piece of jello made to freeze.very tired...thinking of reading tues with morris...get in touch with the eq of others so to handle my own eq problems.once again at this freaking period and segment of my life,my motto is determination.i wonder how long i can hold on.i wonder.

my mind.
like salt water.
inviting but dangerous.
choking and intangible.
green.
clear?
calm but delved in a war of bloodshed.
wring it dry.
wring my mind.
i hate salt water.
it stains.

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