scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
171186
leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


20031111
beguilement


the feeling of depth is ever there
the prick of pain is plain and bare.
it daggers my heart,
i'd rather not there,
i'r rather not drip a tear,
and have no eyes.
catch my swollen heart,
if you'd please.
leave it there,don't let it bleed.
the edge is near,
i'm on the verge.
i'm led by illusions,
by human selfishness.
like a puppet.
i'd give my heart,
i'd gladly give.
i'd cry blood,
i'd receive with shivering hands.
if you'd leave me that last bit of hope,
and not cut the fragile string,
of my wooden limb.

all dolled up on 08:12

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