scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


20031020
haiz...been trying to alter a new cool template...but no success cus this fella here can't do html...it's super hard...causing my neck to ache til i can't scream....eck...i'll do it another day...haiz.today gonna have 1st aid...had it yesterday...til 5pm k...wus like...LAME...yea...c i'm still sane...today is tuesday...and it's gonna b 1 soon...anyways it wus like,lame,and we had to ask the maniquinn like,'hello hello r u ok...'darn funny...ahaha...then we all started whacking the poor plastic doll...i koped a bandage...would definitely come in good use next time...hee..erhm...yea...and we had to listen to 2 blurdy long lectures on fire and erm...i forgot.whoops.haha.erm anyways it was like on fire...and it wus so boring i slept..n no surprise the 1st time i got discovered..but the 2nd time..haha...sweet sweet dreams...whee...my classmate jonathon ah huang used permanent marker n scrawled my name on the little calculator computer thingy in the lecture theatre...n i did it back to him...but if u c it...erhm...ignore it haha so malu...o pure retardedness...and i drew a beautiful portrait of him...i even added the spikes...yep...and i think promos results r coming out end of this wk or the next...cheat my feelings...i want them back asap la...sheesh...even if i flunk...(touch wood)...yea...gan jiong la...heheh...anyhows...i think i better k.o. cus i've gotta show my wonderful 1st aid skills to the instructors tml...erm *rolls eyes*.u can't imagine the marble state of my eyes now.*_*.right.gtg.

all dolled up on 09:54

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