scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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This one i wrote on my phone...bored while cramming geog...only duck read it....dunno y but i've been writing alot lately...but yea.my publication.once again.i bet it's bad....BUT I'M PROUD OF IT.

I stood there,oblivious
to the noise.Numb,
from the overpowering pain.Dragging
my manniquin foot away from the hungry abyss.

Treated like a toy,lured
to eternal silence.The
silence beckons me,o
sweet lullaby.
Dream?
Nightmare?
Which is it?
A little child beckened me with
his pasted smile.His tiny arms welcomed
me.His fingers.
Cold.
Ball bearings.
His arms wrapped around me,like
a lost child to a mother.

An image.Not real.
His arms are still there.
I cannot fly.
My fate is sealed.
with the kiss of his smile.

No title....yeaps.it's darn late.gtg.g'nite.

all dolled up on 08:57

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