scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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yo.hahaha i just did my blog.new template.hmm...teachers' day is finally over!we had food in class and i had to eat the cake with my hands cuz there were no tissue and stuf.the few of us ate with our hands.like barbarians.it was ultra fun loh!hahaha...chok had cake all over his face.MUD BOY!HAHA.Yeps...but the best thing is that we have monday off.yeps.off.i met matty and nana just yest..and it was great...me them n vki mama went to watch freaky fri.farni like shit.the mother trying to act cool when she's alrdy as close as u can get to an ah ma.yeps...and i officially turn veg tml.for a month.don't ask me y.rubbish.hm havent been studying...so dead...better stay back for night study everyday.strictly no breaks.hmph.lok lok taught me a new way to curse.w/o vulgarities.hah.it goes"stupid tootie nehneh banana cockanathan incorrigible vegetable."it's hard to curse with that but....i'm fine by it.i actually did my othello essay,but no one else did it.piece of crap.whoa.i think pirates is good.johnny depp rocks i tell ya.he's better than orlando bloom.heheh....yeps gna get a new bottle soon..cuz of the poisonous plastic issue.n heard that my good friend (those who know), broke up again. it's been so many times...numb towards it. first i was angry. but now, thinking about it just makes me puke. the entire thing between them is a big joke. a joke which will nvr lose it's laughter. we'll see. whoever's up above will handle it. yeps.tml gonna wake up and do work. phew it's a long time since i blogged. anyways, ave maria. g'nite folks.

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