scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


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wahaha.....so so tird....pw sure scroood....still searching on some anti psychotic drug that sounds like orlando bloom....olanzapine...cool ah...they must've ran outta names....today i did something i should not have done...but i'm a nice girl...hehehe....what to do....haha...i went sa investiture a couple of days ago...and it was so so fun....they had it in this nice cathedral...but the father kept on repeating the same lines over and over again and me and lok wanted to laugh...so we ended up vibrating in our seats...but not our fault...imagine repeating something 30 odd times...big joke....o i saw my dearest ba and alot of my scgs friends....and sid kumar....still joking with me and saying i'm short...o well he's TALL...heheh....but i'm v happy....and i went esplanade...for baybeats...i vow nvr to look down on singaporean bands ever again...they're quite good...i got a cd by plain sunset....they r darn catchy....hahaha...typical local crankyness...hmmi met ba's much talked abt friend...starhub aka xinheh aka xinhair aka xinhe...he looked awkward....was shocked to know i'm mel....mayb cuz i once commented that he looked like my first x....yeps...but later realised i got eye problem.hurhur.teacher changed seats today...jon pretty freaked...hahaha...gonna have mass pe tml...urgh....run again....i got flabs man...hwta run....goner....i'm supposed to annotate my pw articles...but in the first place i just realized that my printer got no ink....van't even print it out in green.ack.i tell u this life of mine is beepy.i have an awfully huge crack on the lcd of my phone cover...hw bad can life get.i hope i survive.gtg.a meaty warrior on the go.

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