scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
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leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


20030610
hey hey hey....me finally logged on after 10 thousand years....my gawd...i think this is v inefficient....heheh....think i'd leave my hair the way it is....i hope i don't look butchy.....my x's gf's tryg to hook me up now....like major HELLO........AHAHAHAHA...i mean...it's not the first time...i actually doubted my sexuality.heh.yesterday was a super special day....cuz me baked brownies.....tho it came out in oddy shapes (egad) it tasted okie.....heheh....i've been awfully tired nowadays....dunno y.....me and arun....was together one week and we broke...sadly....i think i'm destined to never have a long relationship.....haiz....super sad.....i just saw the guy that i really like.....i know i'll never get him...but i've learned my lesson and i'll wait...wait....wait....wait.....and wait..........me and arun was a mistake....a bloody bloody mistake....lesson learnt.never never use one to replace another.never.it'll just make things worse.N yr heart colder.

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