20030512

haiz....i finally managed to squeeze a few measly minutes to post something on my beloved blog.my haze is still non existant....dunno y....haiz....i like my haze loh....it's blue....kao.....today i saw the guy i like a lot....i think i really do like him....it's the first time i like someone first....my x liked me first....haiz....the feeling of liking is so strong....but he's attached....nvm....i shall wait....if he'll come to me he'll come to me....i shall leave it to fate.....i still have econs to do.....supposed to hand up today but.....haiz.....figures.....i'm so tired....and the council proj's still not finished....and there's still so much to conquer.....maybe i shouldn't run for council.....what if i flunk my promos.....haiz....today did lit prac crit....almost slpt....again....so boring....everyday seems so meaningless now....i don't see the point....and this stupid group member of mine who not only keeps calling me michelle, go and disturb me say i like this guy in environmental club....my god.....for one,i don't like him,and also,there's only ONE guy in environmental club....and he's one guy i will not like....sian lye u should know....my god.....i feel like shit....i wanted to get choc from cold storage just now but the q was so long.....haiz....everything is just not going my way.....what's the point then....c my point.....i'm depressed.....stressed.....presentatin's coming up on wed....it's gonna b so tense....and i gotta do it in front of u know who....my god....whatever shit u wanna pour on me pour on me now....drown me....econs....choke me.....
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