scrawls.
travelling I always stop at exits
wondering if I'll stay
young and restless
living this way I stress less
i want to pull away
when the dream dies
the pain sets it and I don't cry
i only feel gravity and
I wonder why

and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away
for a day until the feeling went away
and the clouds were dropping and the
the rain forgot how to
bring salvation
the dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
- nelly furtado

my orphical identity.
melissa
171186
leave.
doll.

scawls on my skin.


20070209
had a forensic sci test yesterday.screwed up.25 effing percent.

all dolled up on 21:32

20070208
school is just crappy.much as im an adult with a proper mind which implies that i shouldnt say such things and see school as a place to educate myself and get that paper which companies wanna see before i get my pay to survive,school,is just crappy.3216,3221,1542,2218 and 2102 are numbers you should avoid while buying 4d,cos they are number that cause me shit headaches.i have a test on two of those modules,one tomorrow and one next week,assignments and projs for all of them and yes,tutorials as well.how crappy can things get?it is the new year,and how i wish i can eat the ba gua and all with a happy heart enjoying every minute of my existance and the chinese culture.but i cant.i dont know yet,but i damn sure theres alot of stuff to prepare for the week after that.im living in denial.but i will know soon.just wanna enjoy the moment,of knowing only 70% of all that shit.im gonna study now.fishes.

all dolled up on 05:47

20070204
: ) i finished my damn assignment.

all dolled up on 08:59

this post shall represent the revival of my dead blog.me after 2 years.thank you for visiting my blog in the past and thank you for any future visits.

all dolled up on 05:37

20050215
haha hey ma babies...

i cut my hair?

haha its uba short and i am enjoyin the spikes!but i miss my mane though...gonna take a long time...

btw...its 2 weeks odd to ma baby's pop and he's b outta bmt and im gna see him every weekend!no more tears and aches!hee.

neways...if joel yoo happen to just pass by...or anyone fer the matter...i wanna thank joel!he is gna teach me howta prepare steak!so that ma baby can have a gd meal without risking death!

neways again,im off the job...hope ta start wk in blueink soon...cashflow droppin like mad...sheesh.

its been awhile since i blogged and yep this is an obsolete piece of beauty my blog.but o wells.i know u all miss me.



so much yea?



well...i will try to blog as much as poss...im a busy woman yea...haha jokin.neways gna go check out this newbie on ma msn list...hope he's not a shithead.haha take care ya all!



beautiful out.

all dolled up on 08:53

20050121
it's saturday.goin ta be monday.i dont wanna do anything.in a bad mood?even when my darling is around sheet.

all dolled up on 20:38

20050106
work.it is the work.i hurt myself at work i feel so drained at work i don't see nobody cuzof work.i feel zombifed.studying is just as bad.sheesh.and the worst thing is.i hafta work tml fer half a day.when my bf's gna go into the army and be a greenie on sat.poor kid.bald.but cool.another mirror fer me.must remind him to bring veet into the army.haix o well.i wanna serve in the church.i pray that God will help me and guide me towards where i can best contribute what i have to the fullest and the bestest.i still feel lost at which area i sould serve in.i really do wanna serve.o tml is half day!haha *whee*.just shows that im indispensible.haha.i dread sat.urgh.anyway.gna check out recipes now so yea.there you go.the latest words from me.

all dolled up on 08:37

20041209
today is a day of 'urghness' again...but i felt better today than the past two stinky days.God bless.went to meet my bee to go international plaza and sign up at businesstrends so that he could get a job.haha hope he gets a job and hope me and ching gets a job as well...haha our pockets have holes!!haha.after that we went town and got his daddy a very nice polo like top...hehe i think he will like it!my taste is none other than superb you see.haha we went great world wanting to watch the imax show santa vs snowman...but the timing was off and so we ended up buying icecream and eating rawly and narp narply cooked niu rou mian.i will never forget that stall man.the beef is raw.the noodle really melts in one's mouth.teeth are useless man if one lives on that.hell.after that me and bee took the shuttle back to town.it was a "not much entertainment" sorta day fer the 2 of us cuz we didn't get any private time without others' eyes and we didn't get to watch anything...but...i thought it was a great day as it was a day spent with MY bee.ok...enough about my bee and i.let's go back to complaining about the beef noodles.


beef noodles store in great world city food court.(must have been too yuck fer me to take note of the name)


1) doesn't sell a bowl of soup individually.every bowl of soup must come with a bowl of noodles.most hawkers would normally be very nice and just GIVE the customer a bowl.
2) portion of noodles is very small.
3) auntie is very rude.(according to bee)
4) noodle is very narp narp.i.e.soft soft sticky sticky such that forms squashed dough when pressure is put on it.
5) beef is raw.raw still nevermind.HALF RAW.(WILL GET TUMMY ACHE.)
6) utterly fakes the customers.cuz the signboard with all the pics show appetising food.but when the order came.it looked like hospital food.


bottom line: that stall is one stall u should not patronise.patronise it at your own risk.


ok...i feel better.much better.the power of words.wahaha.WAHAHA.WELL.at least i am nice enough not to tell her straight in the face her beef is raw.

all dolled up on 06:37

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