tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53372642011-04-21T13:22:39.566-07:00A Roseate Stain.You have heard the tale of the prince, who was isolated from the world. Well, once upon a time, there was a little princess. Not many know of her, but sit by my side, chylde, and I shall tell you of her...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.comBlogger881100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-22032780446961733152007-02-09T21:32:00.000-08:002007-02-09T21:16:14.538-08:00had a forensic sci test yesterday.screwed up.25 effing percent.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-37268412864311114072007-02-08T05:47:00.000-08:002007-02-08T05:44:27.301-08:00school is just crappy.much as im an adult with a proper mind which implies that i shouldnt say such things and see school as a place to educate myself and get that paper which companies wanna see before i get my pay to survive,school,is just crappy.3216,3221,1542,2218 and 2102 are numbers you should avoid while buying 4d,cos they are number that cause me shit headaches.i have a test on two of all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-88811112110972364142007-02-04T08:59:00.000-08:002007-02-04T09:02:21.032-08:00: ) i finished my damn assignment.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-49468653883779407382007-02-04T05:37:00.000-08:002007-02-04T05:45:59.076-08:00this post shall represent the revival of my dead blog.me after 2 years.thank you for visiting my blog in the past and thank you for any future visits.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1108486902788538902005-02-15T08:53:00.000-08:002005-02-15T09:02:37.536-08:00haha hey ma babies...i cut my hair?haha its uba short and i am enjoyin the spikes!but i miss my mane though...gonna take a long time...btw...its 2 weeks odd to ma baby's pop and he's b outta bmt and im gna see him every weekend!no more tears and aches!hee.neways...if joel yoo happen to just pass by...or anyone fer the matter...i wanna thank joel!he is gna teach me howta prepare steak!so that ma all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1106368767709640372005-01-21T20:38:00.000-08:002005-01-21T20:39:27.710-08:00it's saturday.goin ta be monday.i dont wanna do anything.in a bad mood?even when my darling is around sheet.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1105029776598701332005-01-06T08:37:00.000-08:002005-01-06T08:42:56.596-08:00work.it is the work.i hurt myself at work i feel so drained at work i don't see nobody cuzof work.i feel zombifed.studying is just as bad.sheesh.and the worst thing is.i hafta work tml fer half a day.when my bf's gna go into the army and be a greenie on sat.poor kid.bald.but cool.another mirror fer me.must remind him to bring veet into the army.haix o well.i wanna serve in the church.i pray that all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1102604199395591442004-12-09T06:37:00.000-08:002004-12-09T06:56:39.396-08:00today is a day of 'urghness' again...but i felt better today than the past two stinky days.God bless.went to meet my bee to go international plaza and sign up at businesstrends so that he could get a job.haha hope he gets a job and hope me and ching gets a job as well...haha our pockets have holes!!haha.after that we went town and got his daddy a very nice polo like top...hehe i think he will all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1102393768252762432004-12-06T20:20:00.000-08:002004-12-06T20:29:28.253-08:00wah...im still sick.sick sick sick to the core.and i kena rain yesterday some more.but thank got jon was there.just wokeup not long ago...stll feeling achy...my back my neck...im literally slouching...haha then wondering y i m online...downloading maple story...darling download ler..quite interesting...argh its gna take 3hrs!!all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1102084780702775822004-12-03T06:21:00.000-08:002004-12-03T06:42:11.216-08:00//nite of glitx.glammor.clubs.and pure fun.//
hahax just had ma grad nite two days ago...haha was quite erm...stale...would i call it.hahax.but i had a great nite still...as i went clubbin!fer the first time!ok pardon this kid but yea man i was a club-virgin...until that nite...i drank and let loose and danced all mornin...til 3 and after that i had a great time with ma baby...yupp overall it all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1101952974927964272004-12-01T17:50:00.003-08:002004-12-01T18:02:54.926-08:00haha...had my grad nite last nite...was a urgh thing...the food was alrite.only alrite...the sharks' fin tasted fake.heh.took pictures most of the time...duh.haha what was core was the fact that i went clubbing after that.for the first time.in my entire life.yup.i was club-virgin.it was likw wow!haha new experience!and it's definitely not the last time i'm goin...haha!after that had some preciousall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1101347953860226392004-11-24T17:53:00.000-08:002004-11-24T17:59:13.860-08:00my goodness!argh!i cannot seem to install the sims 2!!!sheesh!i think it's screwed up.the cd or something.if it doesn't work,i swear i m gonna go to the shop later and see if i can change it.i hope the uncle won't deny he sold it to andrew.grr.later goin out with jacob.hope he's feeling better.o i cut my hair yesterday.or rather,trimmed.bee also cut his hair yesterday...i still am amazed with theall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1101142912102882152004-11-22T08:56:00.000-08:002004-11-22T09:01:52.103-08:00my dear darling readers of my page...
there are actually links when you scroll down the "orphical identity" bar...do not face alienation upon entry into my blog...hahaha...cheese and whiskers.takecare!all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1101003072008112642004-11-20T17:46:00.000-08:002004-11-20T18:20:22.333-08:00- deeply heartfelt entry. -
ya know...i just feel in the mood for thanking people now...for sticking by me thru this tough period of the 'A's...jon huang chicken head...if you happen to chance upon this...highly unlikely...thanks.when i totally lost hope in this exams and experienced absolute defeat,you brought me back up with your funny and yet convicing argument of why it's stupid to give up.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1100916285708888732004-11-19T17:34:00.000-08:002004-11-19T18:04:45.706-08:00exams are terrible!!!!but i am trying my best.today is the first day i got to sleep more than 4 hours.yea...it is terrible.well, jacob...remember we were talking aabout expiry yesterday?i think the idea of expiry really depends on an individual.if he or she has the heart,expiry will be non-existant.haha.you are not expired in mine...haha don't forget our date!!!hahahaha....hmm...wanna thank some all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1096877479457005232004-10-04T00:53:00.000-07:002004-10-04T01:11:19.456-07:004 weeks plus plus to a levels...still so much distractions...you know...its a wonder how i can speak screwed up english and yet speak properly when i want to.i think i'd better start reverting back to normal english.for my dreams and future.writing rocks.haha.ok anyway i don't really know what to add on to this post other than that i have been trying really hard to mug for the coming exams...but all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1096041348071145152004-09-24T08:46:00.000-07:002004-09-24T08:55:48.120-07:00well,it is now officially after my prelims...ain't gonna do too well fer it...been really distracted...darryl i m counting on you and your discipline...cannot afford to bloop again...anyways...so many things have happened so many ups and downs...yet through all these i felt the strength of God's prescence and his love fer me...blessing in disguise i guess...o guess what...today i had NE...yepp all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1092731410785790602004-08-17T01:19:00.000-07:002004-08-17T01:30:10.786-07:00whee...i am back...for a while...yupp...just updated our blog...after eyons...now am waiting for 2 cows who is taking a helluva long time to get their asses off the class seats ar wherever they are...cant wait to go home for a nap...yup...though things havent been goin too well for me...they went well in the end...alot of glitches...but my prayers to God are answered...i know that He's always all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1091626610613565122004-08-04T06:28:00.000-07:002004-08-04T06:36:50.613-07:00today i had career's day...*whee*...inspired to read the papers...havent touched one in months...MONTHS...harhar...but yup...gna try and see the day my nae ends up on papers...or mags...gonna be a journalist....or try to be one...but business sounds good too...my dad wants me to do that...wanna be like raja manikam...haha...(go read his and my blog)...i look up to him...from nothing and a french all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1091112782412196822004-07-29T07:44:00.000-07:002004-07-29T07:53:02.413-07:00i feel terrible.so terrible.i don't know how i am gna go thru each day.really.i am so tired.and i have not much to lean on.not much really.really tired.econs mock was screwed up.then again the teachers are screwed up.whats a mock when some kid down the row flips his notes and no teacher cares.in the end it was just some game.o well.geog mock is comin up.hope it's more like a mock.but anyhow.i am all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1090425675553483692004-07-21T08:57:00.000-07:002004-07-21T09:01:15.553-07:00today i m called meatball...meatball...gab u satay.haha nothing much to say la...just that im totally not prepared for sch tml.God bless me.
all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1090338661868483602004-07-20T08:39:00.000-07:002004-07-20T08:51:01.866-07:00haha today had basically nothing in school...went home had maggi mee...then couldn't conc when studying and ching asked me out to study....yay...haha then i went for my step down ceremony and cried a river.sadly.i did try to be strong it didn't work.but i am really happy now and excited for my dar's si tomorrow...hope he does well and realize his dream...it would really make him and me happy...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1090249391228793782004-07-19T07:58:00.000-07:002004-07-19T08:03:11.230-07:00don't know what's wrong with me today.don't know what's wrong with the people around me.are they changing?or is this just a phase i hafta face as they hurt me?i just want to forget everything.forget everyone...pray to you now father lord...that you will hold my hand through this when no one can...that i won't somehow be sad anymore whenever i think of stuff.in the name of jesus i pray...amen.i all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1089965353853414382004-07-16T00:57:00.000-07:002004-07-16T01:09:13.853-07:00eh eh eh!!!!think id pass today's test think id pass today's test!!!!wheeee~haha know what?today daph kept staring at me...and yest a guy i always see at the bus stop kept staring at me...even when i beep the card at the machine i can feel his gorging eyes staring...scary la...but whoa never had a worse studying period than yest.totally conked out.k.o.whoa...all cuz of a few rounds round the all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1089641904593852622004-07-12T07:13:00.000-07:002004-07-12T07:18:24.593-07:00haha eh!blogger format changed again...i think its screwed.i don't know why but im feeling down now.urgh.nvm.whoa today waited 3 hrs for the doc.sucks.ahh..sometimes i wish things werent that complicated.ah nvm haha.i dont feel like talking anymore.cya blog...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1089557553968525182004-07-11T07:42:00.000-07:002004-07-11T07:52:33.966-07:00haha oi!!!!today had youth sunday!!!!!so fun lor...met alot of nice people while gvg out flyers...and we sang a song by tianli....exposure exposure....haha!!!so sad ke xi our in charge sorta person is leaving to the US...but the new guy seems darn funny too!!!haha will miss ke xi tho...hmm...then went to play pool...me and this guy called yongchang took a LOOOOONNNNG...time....to finish...but all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1089206321467995412004-07-07T06:08:00.000-07:002004-07-07T06:18:41.466-07:00oi!!!!!hahaha....jing tian shi ge mei li you tai yang ke shi shang ke hen men de yi tian...dan shi xiang lai xiang qu mei tian dou shi zhe me men...yi kai xue jiu zhe yang....zhen shi shen jing bing.jing tian ben lai yao liu ian qi sheng dao xue xiao pao bu...dan shi ying wei qi bu lai er jiu mei pao...haii...mei ci dou shi zhe yang...zhen na wo zhi ji mei ban fa ah you shi.ming tian you bu neng all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1089125781600472352004-07-06T07:47:00.001-07:002004-07-06T07:56:21.606-07:00its been 14 days and i thank god for it.anyway my goodness my o my haha guess what!!!today when i went tp to get dinner...i met a mentally unsound man.he had his shirt unbuttoned.half.and he was perspiring.and he was rubbng his leg and he couldnt stop fidgetting...i was so afraid man but it was amusing...it aint everyday one gets to encounter extraordinary things.anyway...i bet city hall has all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1087832692638620362004-06-21T08:30:00.000-07:002004-06-21T08:44:52.640-07:00hey hey hey!(whoops that was a lame beginning.)i have been...off the com for the past few days...yup...been studying...or rather trying to study...haha...m feeling so demoralised anyway...regarding the bks lar...but ya im glad i have people costantly caring for me...yup...thank u thank u all...hugs.i know i can that i can get past this period with u guys...went to the beach recently...fun!hehe...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1086428161992945722004-06-05T02:23:00.000-07:002004-06-05T02:36:01.993-07:00yesterday harry potter did not let me down.i slept thru the past 2 harry potter movies.they are no doubt sleep inducing.quaint.har.i miss you.you know who i'm talkin about.i really do.i hope u know if u r the right one cuz i know someone else will think he/she is the one.i dont wanna make any mistakes.no more.anyway...harry potter was nice...and i actually did not go for lect cuz of a stupid all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1085922321559141422004-05-30T05:49:00.000-07:002004-05-30T06:05:21.560-07:00haha yesterday...whoops...i forgot what happened...hmm...o i was with my gfs and bfs...haha had soooo much fun!talking rubbish....and rubbish....and rubbish....hahawent out with my mum to look for shoes before that...her's are disintegrating...wo ho...it's a wonder it lasted that long anyway...it is beautiful...haha it was mine...and it became hers....haha anyway even before that i went to play all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1085749077173087822004-05-28T05:37:00.000-07:002004-05-28T06:47:16.876-07:00hahaha had my gp mid years today...was quite fun...wrote an essay on music...and how it can change the world...haha and the passages were on death...euthanasia...on whether it was better to allow the normal course of death when dying,or to perform mercy death,that is to just kill the person who's gonna die and end his or her suffering.quite amusing la better than if it were on some science and all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1085651422266281922004-05-27T02:20:00.000-07:002004-05-27T02:52:03.983-07:00today has been a rather productive day though not productive enough.finished 7 lectures of ONE geog core topics out of...let's see...6 core topics?still have 4 more lectures to go...to finish the entire core topic.then on to the next 6.my speakers are screwd...i want it to work la bloody...i added music to my blog and i can't even check if it works...and i'm "so good" with my html.hah.had to all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1085557990761143692004-05-26T00:40:00.000-07:002004-05-26T00:53:10.760-07:00didn't wanna go to school.because of the great amount of pain i feel inside.and because i did not sleep a wink.i spent the morning thinking.and wondering how much i can take,and where is my limit.i hate the feeling of hurt.it stings.iwen to school anyway.with the puke halfway up my throat.it felt like toxic just consumed the insides of my soul.i was almost late,as usual,and i didn't even bother all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1085501193223661822004-05-25T08:49:00.000-07:002004-05-25T09:06:33.223-07:00woke up late today and this is not exactly a very pretty start to the day.met jer though.he always put a smile onto my face.he always make me feel stupid.that cheers me up i guess.not that being deemed dumb is something good but it's just some light hearted shit that lightens the moods of both parties i guess.anyhows,the day got worse with my fuckin stalker starin at me durin break.and he bloody all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1085133186298771962004-05-21T02:40:00.000-07:002004-05-21T02:55:11.996-07:00i spoke to my dearie about things.reality.how so many factors can cause something to take a 180 degree turn.pple older are waiting for the right one.and sometimes even if they say they love you it aint true even if there's no evidence.cuz u know they are lookin for a wife material girl.and u just aint the one.u r like,cheated and so deeply but no one knows.especially him or her,because they thinkall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1081527146552828252004-04-09T09:07:00.000-07:002004-04-09T09:17:12.420-07:00yesterday was mahjong day.it is now officially the next day.today.gna go sch and do poster.what joy.o mahjong day was fun.wonder how those tai tais play 36 rounds.sheesh.then me kenny joseph and adrian went mos.ate food which adrian claimed was measly and that he paid 6 bucks for.was fun.miss my o1 t16..i love u guys.anyway yea gta head back to sch later...dread it.then gna mug.mug all day long.oall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1081447452152164432004-04-08T10:57:00.000-07:002004-04-08T11:07:55.106-07:00some days i sit,starin out the window
watchin this world pass me by
sometimes i think theres nothin to live for
i almost break down and cry
sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
everyone's leanin on me
cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
but then she comes back to me
this is hailie's song.it spells my mood.but today was a beautiful day.i feel like a newborn.justin,all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1081342829548907312004-04-07T05:54:00.000-07:002004-04-07T06:15:38.233-07:00hey.what a beast u r.i can read u.but yet i cannot b sure it's true.i don't wanna play with u anymore.
anyway o tday was a tiring tiring day...slpt at 2 woke up at 530 went to sch to run 3.2km...determination...i wana shed.whoa but joy to the world it's the first time i did not fall aslp during damo's tut...her voice is like the train...omg shoot it...almost died in econs lect...dunno y...but i all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1081170519089836122004-04-05T05:59:00.000-07:002004-04-05T06:12:17.700-07:00i feel like i lived and died on the same day.firstly,this is the 3rd time i'm typing this post cuz my com is majorly screwed.secondly,for the world i will never not trust my instincts.some pple u cannot trust.u just feel it.even though how much reality lures u to trust them.your instinct is the best gift god has betrothed upon u.trust it.these pple are immoral.they take pple for granted.they do all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1081010206418910852004-04-03T08:29:00.001-08:002004-04-03T08:40:22.310-08:00today me bought a new sportsbra....rox.haha...went out with kenny joseph shawna...went pooling first...darn funny...i did my first jump ball...and kenny proved to us that wulu places do have pool rooms...haha...then we went bowling...haha balls had small holes...poor joseph visited the longkang a few times...haha....joseph!u r fat!!!!haha....we went to eat later...and kenny had a super hot fish all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1081010186576502772004-04-03T08:29:00.000-08:002004-04-03T08:40:02.466-08:00today me bought a new sportsbra....rox.haha...went out with kenny joseph shawna...went pooling first...darn funny...i did my first jump ball...and kenny proved to us that wulu places do have pool rooms...haha...then we went bowling...haha balls had small holes...poor joseph visited the longkang a few times...haha....joseph!u r fat!!!!haha....we went to eat later...and kenny had a super hot fish all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1080923117242634492004-04-02T08:20:00.000-08:002004-04-02T08:28:51.890-08:00talked to my friend just now...it seemd so hopeless..he won't relax...o wtf...dont feel like spilling the whole crap but guys learn something.it's harsh but true.when u hurt someone,know where u stand and fuck off.even if it isn't something u can help.this is humanity.welcome to the world.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1080896823468638522004-04-02T00:46:00.000-08:002004-04-02T01:10:37.873-08:00hmmm...long time since i punched on the keyboard...many things have since passed and happened in my life...firstly my common tests have passed..trip Ds...wtf..haha...and i've been on this waterfall trip thingy...met alot of wonderful new pple...pple i've nvr noticed in sch...and i'm glad i know them....it was quite fun lar...challenging...relly now i'm back i don't know what to type...haha..well all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1076339085206975792004-02-09T06:46:00.000-08:002004-02-09T07:07:09.873-08:00it's been a while since i blogged.and today about half an hr ago i felt the feeling of being lost once again because of another that's lost.i understand and i feel it.it's so painful.i think my blog life ended before orientation.to cut it short..i had my first orientation group.and i had my brother aaron bestowed to me there...that's really something i'm happy about...and i got my 2nd orientationall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1076337691168886972004-02-09T06:31:00.000-08:002004-02-09T06:45:14.530-08:00a sudden shot of inspiration.for someone?i don't know.
unsatisfied.
pink pins and saws decorate my heart.
the royal green sweetness dripped out.
like a withered fountain,
rusted with age,
taking it's last breath.
the stage of fullness to the brim.
yet not.
my bloodshot eyes still struggling above the abyss.
wring my hair.
yank it out.no.
pull it out.
strand by strand.
my drowned brains.
all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1074921729434775762004-01-23T21:16:00.000-08:002004-01-23T21:24:12.263-08:00song of the condemned doll
i stood there.
oblivious to the silence.
numb from the overpowering pain.
my plastic foot.
pretty.
adorned by gaping eyes
singing in the abyss.
like a toy,
lifeless,
lured into the silence.
she beckons me with her beautiful song.
a song of the condemned doll.
a song of herself.
a tear rolled down her cheek,
as she caressed the hardness she once knew.
all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1073717262924420502004-01-09T22:47:00.000-08:002004-01-09T22:49:27.170-08:00nothing is the way they seem anymore...people are sneaky...fictatious...unreal.god,at this moment i need strength.i need the strength to overcome things that face me with claws.i'm gonna b one of the organisers for the upcoming waterfall trip..i've never been so involved in stuf...not in my 15 yrs of life...i'm a piece of jello made to freeze.very tired...thinking of reading tues with morris...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1070029711192298022003-11-28T06:28:00.000-08:002003-11-28T06:32:51.606-08:00tml's banner making day.joy.had such a tuf time contacting tjs cuz he's seriously lagging...maybe he's too beeg..maybe bp lags too..causing a greater lag time.heh.the day to my departure to the lands of the mong is about here...hope i get dark and skinny.i hope i have no mood to eat.better still.perish into the wonders of their agicultural land.retreat into my natural form.tml i hafta lug 1kg of all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1069916192793379032003-11-26T22:52:00.000-08:002003-11-26T22:57:19.590-08:00living a quiet day today.no disturbances.only my mind.being quiet is good.really good.insolence.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1069857708011640632003-11-26T06:41:00.000-08:002003-11-26T06:42:33.280-08:00love should b transparent.maybe people don't take me seriously.maybe i'm seriously dumb.stupid.this time i'm serious.i cause too much hurt to myself.maybe i'm too lousy.too lousy for some people.inferior.i try to look at people who look at me but all i have is of one pathetic vision.i wish i weren't so stubborn.i'm not taken seriously.maybe i should be stern.people advice.people preach.i cannot all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1068567179525805712003-11-11T08:12:00.000-08:002003-11-11T08:13:24.606-08:00beguilement
the feeling of depth is ever there
the prick of pain is plain and bare.
it daggers my heart,
i'd rather not there,
i'r rather not drip a tear,
and have no eyes.
catch my swollen heart,
if you'd please.
leave it there,don't let it bleed.
the edge is near,
i'm on the verge.
i'm led by illusions,
by human selfishness.
like a puppet.
i'd give my heart,
i'd gladly give.
i'd cry blood,
all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1068386713519715112003-11-09T06:05:00.000-08:002003-11-09T06:05:35.996-08:00love.hurts.more than pain.but i won't give up.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1067948702912547922003-11-04T04:25:00.000-08:002003-11-04T04:25:18.483-08:00results are out.my god it's a mixture of sadness and happiness.i do not know what to feel.or how to feel.now with project wk.all i know is that i feel crapped up.pwsux.yuck.yuck.yuck.so crammed.and cl ao is this sat.don't even know how to study.sheesh.and gettin ready to go chiangrai.and mawaii.must go fer bloody body checkup which is like,30 bucks.kill me.yea...and doin fund raising which is all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1067265441498549682003-10-27T06:37:00.000-08:002003-10-27T06:37:26.513-08:00today received the dreaded promos result.nvr am i gna put in my lungs and guts into geog again cus i almost vomited blood and got an E.Econs wasnt so bad...gto a B...but i failed my drq and screwed up my mcqs...yep....lit was...shitty too....the text i did not study for thinking i had no hope had the best marks....and the one i studied for had the lowest...failed...maybe i shldnt study...woohoo..all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1067097958198024012003-10-25T09:05:00.000-07:002003-10-25T09:06:01.246-07:00today this girl went to the beach.it had no sun.wasted my spray.i hate banglas.not racial descrimination.but that they are farking ji koh peks.bastard hit the ball on my back then hit it on my butt.n had the farking cheek to pick it up from there.disgusting fingers.mr huang and big lard r so loving.i see love.but from today i choose to swear off it.or keep it for one.the hurt from it is all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1066668868691537792003-10-20T09:54:00.000-07:002003-10-20T09:54:28.926-07:00haiz...been trying to alter a new cool template...but no success cus this fella here can't do html...it's super hard...causing my neck to ache til i can't scream....eck...i'll do it another day...haiz.today gonna have 1st aid...had it yesterday...til 5pm k...wus like...LAME...yea...c i'm still sane...today is tuesday...and it's gonna b 1 soon...anyways it wus like,lame,and we had to ask the all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1066404409534098952003-10-17T08:26:00.000-07:002003-10-17T08:26:49.360-07:00o lord,come to our aid.o lord,make haste to help us.promos is history father.keep it there.in the name of the father,and of the son,and of the holy spirit,Amen.
Today is the official day my promos end.still partyin.but i'm losin it.doh.guess what darlins i'm finally online...my god...blesses...today i did the ne pper.er.who the hell is abu bakar bashir.his name appeared 3 times.great guy he mustall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1066056885249511162003-10-13T07:54:00.000-07:002003-10-13T07:54:44.690-07:00i have deleted my unhappiness.i had no idea what to feel yesterday.n now i m faced with sheep dung.the human geog pper.after this,don't blame me for scrawling my name all over town.and non-town.even on your forehead.ta.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1064076842667579532003-09-20T09:54:00.000-07:002003-09-20T09:54:02.090-07:00my blog lost it's chatterbox.maybe it's flooble,maybe it's just it's size.but whatever,i'm so.so.so.so.pissed.now.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1064074685929663192003-09-20T09:18:00.000-07:002003-09-20T09:18:05.870-07:00There was a time
when the seas were yet to be crossed
and mountainsides
yet to be touched by man
and words still written
by a human hand
The simplicity of eternity
filled our souls
Visions of the world
enchanting my emotional tension
Guidance to embrace
providing my terminal conscience
...
this song accompanied me thru the day....
utopia.....
i'm still searching for it...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1064073274574469352003-09-20T08:54:00.000-07:002003-09-20T08:54:33.980-07:00my hp got cut off for 1.5 days.what do i feel?hell.but it's back.thank god.today my classmates came to play mahjong.i saw the animal in them.wow.haha halim said he cut his hair.but later commented that he spent money only on removing the sideburns.wow.expensive sideburns.tml goin to see budak pantai..ladeeda..hmm...nw gna wish the flea a happy bday..............hee.zao le.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1063705411210688142003-09-16T02:43:00.000-07:002003-09-16T02:43:36.840-07:00i never thot a loss could b so painful.well,at least i can experience the flg of being a living dead.it's ok i guess.u just don't feel anything.cool.in a way.haha.used to it.my life was never as simple as yours.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1063705085258872952003-09-16T02:38:00.000-07:002003-09-16T02:38:04.873-07:00an hong.my dearest zu gong.a horny baby.the youngest to undergo an implant.what more can i say.haiz.God bless u all.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062649359105337772003-09-03T21:22:00.000-07:002003-09-03T21:22:39.100-07:00i think arun and me were nvr together. that's how i feel. it just doesn't seem real. i don't even know if i loved him. i think i didn't. maybe just crush. i know what is true love. it is one that has started ever since march.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062604678982725792003-09-03T08:57:00.000-07:002003-09-03T08:57:58.813-07:00This one i wrote on my phone...bored while cramming geog...only duck read it....dunno y but i've been writing alot lately...but yea.my publication.once again.i bet it's bad....BUT I'M PROUD OF IT.
I stood there,oblivious
to the noise.Numb,
from the overpowering pain.Dragging
my manniquin foot away from the hungry abyss.
Treated like a toy,lured
to eternal silence.The
silence beckons me,o
sweet all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062604046697104742003-09-03T08:47:00.000-07:002003-09-03T08:47:26.596-07:00Flea....i think blurdy long then got a little bit of inspiration....hope it isn't too bad....specially for u...cheer up miss.
Fear.
Leave me alone.
Leave me a tear.
It is going to smother me.
The machines.
Obliterating me.
Are we incapable of loving?
Are we wasted in this desolated world?
The distress strangles me.
A red tear.
I am a non-entity.
I am like garbage.
But the prophets have all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062498845990196572003-09-02T03:34:00.000-07:002003-09-03T08:09:26.480-07:00Someone up there is crying.
Have you seen a man,
Crying on the street,
begging for some lose change,
begging for something to eat?
No home no kids,
no place to sleep.
He wishes he were dead,
his wish so deep.
Have you seen a child,
sitting on a swing,
sobbing his heart out?
No friends no family,
they all fled.
Just because he's a jew,
and he suffers hate.
This is why,
an angel cries,
when a all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062498178544822112003-09-02T03:22:00.000-07:002003-09-03T08:01:32.736-07:00To you.You know who yeps?yea.nt v gd but yea hahaha.
Abyss.
A blind leap.
A leap into the abyss of nothingness.
Where will you land?
Destiny written by others.
True free will denied.
Happiness is fleeting.
Away.
Away.
Gone.
The abyss grabs you like vomit.
Your control
is lost.
Like puppets on strings,
controlled by the clown.
rope,
around your neck.
You hang,
like a little toy.
The song of all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062360715417103682003-08-31T13:11:00.000-07:002003-08-31T13:13:33.823-07:00i have had an unfruitful day.whee.fark.all of a sudden i feel so empty.maybe becuz the entire world is aslp but not me.and here i am still blogging in the wee hours of today.i feel so empty and thus it is therefore represented by the removal of a sweet picture of a young boy, and the replacement by a couple of heartfelt emotions.i feel like an empty vessel.like,nothing.it's a horrible replacementall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062353203611175582003-08-31T11:06:00.000-07:002003-08-31T11:06:43.623-07:00pain.pain.pain.
my neck.o fark.fark.fark.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062265983916164532003-08-30T10:53:00.000-07:002003-08-30T10:53:03.756-07:00Fallen.
The sweet serenade
of a little girl along the beach.
The crisp, cool wind blew upon her rosy cheeks.
In her pretty pink dress
all lined with frills
her gandma sewn,
stich by stitch.By stitch.
A song of sadness hugs the pale moonlight.
Delinquency would have been ignored
at such a beautiful sight.
Her curly locks resembled those
of a little baby doll. The sand
surrounding her petite all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062263300593252212003-08-30T10:08:00.000-07:002003-08-30T10:08:20.626-07:00yo.hahaha i just did my blog.new template.hmm...teachers' day is finally over!we had food in class and i had to eat the cake with my hands cuz there were no tissue and stuf.the few of us ate with our hands.like barbarians.it was ultra fun loh!hahaha...chok had cake all over his face.MUD BOY!HAHA.Yeps...but the best thing is that we have monday off.yeps.off.i met matty and nana just yest..and it all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062239090768534612003-08-30T03:24:00.000-07:002003-08-30T03:24:50.740-07:00hi.er.just testing if my blog is working.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1062237417530489712003-08-30T02:56:00.000-07:002003-08-30T02:56:57.383-07:00Man lives in a sunlit world of what he believes to be reality. But there is, unseen by most, an underworld, a place that is just as real, but not as brightly lit.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1059575984572714132003-07-30T07:39:00.000-07:002003-09-03T21:12:48.436-07:00THE FUNNIEST THING HABBENED TODAY.hahaha.i called huizhen n her bro called me back w/o me knowing it was her bro.wow.hmmm...o i ran my 2.4 km mock today...sucked k....took 15 mins++ it's like...so much deprovement....i think gonna clinch a bronze this yr....then i'd hafta do mass pe all my life in CJC...haiz....my goodness...it's like,e entire world has r/s probs....like,fark can....i dunno la...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-1058887290166173472003-07-22T08:21:00.000-07:002003-07-22T08:21:30.140-07:00wahaha.....so so tird....pw sure scroood....still searching on some anti psychotic drug that sounds like orlando bloom....olanzapine...cool ah...they must've ran outta names....today i did something i should not have done...but i'm a nice girl...hehehe....what to do....haha...i went sa investiture a couple of days ago...and it was so so fun....they had it in this nice cathedral...but the father all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-959761282003-06-24T02:59:00.000-07:002003-06-24T02:59:29.720-07:00haiz....cts in less than a week and barely atarted....i'm so so so doomed.....the council is so gonna whack me out....if i fail my cts....which there's a high chance i might....haiz...my life's ruined....so tired....so bugged....wHOA.....all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-955919632003-06-12T08:05:00.000-07:002003-06-12T08:05:20.990-07:00heh.c'mon..........................blog.........change........blog..........................change...........all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-955908582003-06-12T07:33:00.000-07:002003-06-12T07:33:09.656-07:00lemme try again.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-955297582003-06-10T18:24:00.000-07:002003-06-10T18:51:46.000-07:00hey hey hey....me finally logged on after 10 thousand years....my gawd...i think this is v inefficient....heheh....think i'd leave my hair the way it is....i hope i don't look butchy.....my x's gf's tryg to hook me up now....like major HELLO........AHAHAHAHA...i mean...it's not the first time...i actually doubted my sexuality.heh.yesterday was a super special day....cuz me baked brownies.....tho all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-945393892003-05-18T09:06:00.000-07:002003-05-18T09:06:12.270-07:00I am v pissed and happy today.more pissed than happy tho.heh.doin factsheets now.still got 2 vanguards.heh.sheesh.i hate campaigning.maybe i'd drop out.considering.i attained eyebags k.my gawd.and i hadta take passport size photo.Ack.gtg.boo.my life sux.all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-942041632003-05-12T07:31:00.000-07:002003-05-12T07:31:26.776-07:00haiz....i finally managed to squeeze a few measly minutes to post something on my beloved blog.my haze is still non existant....dunno y....haiz....i like my haze loh....it's blue....kao.....today i saw the guy i like a lot....i think i really do like him....it's the first time i like someone first....my x liked me first....haiz....the feeling of liking is so strong....but he's attached....nvm....all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-938660602003-05-06T08:10:00.000-07:002003-05-06T08:10:32.970-07:00i finally finished my blog...tho the tag board looks kinda outta place....i inda dunno where the hell to put it...but i'm done with it...finally....my friend has a headache tonight....may god bless him to feel better soon....i phlogged too!!!cool....i sent wrongly the first time round and was so damn embarassed.....i suck at the com....html....whatever.....my dear friend's playing graffitti nw...all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-938446992003-05-05T22:24:00.000-07:002003-05-05T23:59:59.000-07:00yoyoyo.finally got to the com...just like my puny friend ask me to.u know who
u r.wink wink.yeaps....today gna try n improve my o so boring blog.fill up the
hyperlinks n stuf...else my o so puny friend'll go"y i press all the hyperlinks
all the same site appear one?!"yea....dn really know hwta go abt starting so
decided to post.....phlogger not here yet....haiz....gotta revamp.cld've gone schall dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-937891492003-05-05T01:15:00.000-07:002003-05-06T00:00:09.000-07:00at this moment in time i'm trying my ultimate best to alter my template but of no
avail.darn.shoot me.
all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-937879132003-05-05T00:27:00.000-07:002003-05-06T00:19:15.000-07:00whoa...today had slight fever in the morning...god had ansered my prayers...i had msged my dear friend and wished i were sick.i missed my block pe(yay!) a entire 1hr and 30mins of juggling fats..yay...and i missed all the boring lessons.as u can c..there is a tinge of guilt scrawled on my face.missed so many so called impt lessons.n + i had vowed to study hard im mos burger early this yr.an all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5337264.post-935317122003-04-30T07:18:00.000-07:002003-05-06T00:06:22.000-07:00today i further editted my blog.heheh.had my test n i proved all the donkeys in
the globe wrong.i passed.with 20 mins of studying n 10 000 yrs online figuring
out my blog n searching on penicillin.today they decided to do social anxiety
instead.better than penicillin.duh.proposal up on friday.dream on melissa u r
so not gonna do it tml.u can't wake up.teacher caught my hair today.whoa.i'm
all dolled uphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13638962530921034930noreply@blogger.com0